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I've come to the point in my life where I'm going to stop trying to figure out why people make the decisions they do. Well, since I still have a great interest in Psychology, I probably won't stop, but I am able to admit that I really don't understand the stupid things people do (and justify to themselves).

Ok! School. It looks like I got into the Communications school and am going to be enrolling in 12 hours of classes (assuming I can find a way to pay for them). I'm trying not to think about the fact that if I complete another bachelors degree it will cost somewhere in the neighborhood of $12,000. I need financial aid in a big way.

This doesn't factor in my Masters, for which there is little financial aid. Oi.

God, I can't even begin to say that I know what you're doing in regards to this new direction. I'm sitting in this city, at a loss for what to do in regards to acquiring a job that would enable me to pay my bills. Every resume I've put out there has brought in no response. Even the old doors aren't opening.

Oddly enough, I'm not stressed. My family has kicked into high gear to help while I figure out what in the world is going on. And, the more reports Iread about the economy and prospects for recent college grads, the more I realize that I am in good (and plentiful) company. I find myself wishing that I could move overseas again to escape the dead end that seems to be ever-approaching within the American job market.

Ah, but I will not be discouraged. God's got something planned. I just have to wait, watch, pray and move when He says it's time to go.

Lord, come quickly.