Is it because I'm a girl that I just can't seem to make up my mind? In regards to this move to Masiphane next year, I'm excited but sad. I'm moving again ... as if I haven't done that enough in the last year. And this move is a big move ... I'm moving even further away from the things I know - YWAM, YWAMers, Troyeville, Admin. I think that the fact that change is scary is starting to dawn on me and I'm just trying not to think about it.
The change has the possibility of being a life-changing one. I am possibly moving into a season where I figure out that I have giftings and passions that God has placed in me that I haven't been living out. All I know is that this ministry and cause are calling to me like only one other thing in the world has in the past - street kids in South America. Part of me still can't believe that God has called me to Africa and is now asking me to live even more beyond myself. Another part of me wonders if He knows something about me that I haven't figured out yet.
I have no idea what next year will hold ... I only have this idea that this move is bigger than anything I can think or imagine. I guess we'll see.
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